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I’m Doing Motherhood…Again
Curdled milk. Poop under my fingernails. Snot on the cuff of my sleeve.Anticipating every need. Analyzing every cry, shout, and scream.Cutting up food. Changing outfits. Dosing medicines. Reading the same stories over and over. Filling the time. Somehow, surviving. Iโm doing thisโฆagain. When I first considered having my own children, I thought I had itโฆ
What I Kept Blaming on Perimenopause (And Why That’s Not an Accident)
Brain fog. Trouble concentrating. Feeling like you’re constantly a half-step behind in conversations. Exhausted after social situations that didn’t used to drain you. If you’re a woman of a certain age, you know exactly what I just described. Perimenopause. Obviously. Or maybe ADHD โ because apparently half of us are just now figuring out we’veโฆ
The Night My Brother Died, I Started Writing to Him
I started writing the night my brother died. Not because I had a plan, or because I thought it would become anything. I just didnโt know where else to put everything that was happening in my head. So I wrote to him. Iโm a neurodiverse writer, which basically means my brain doesnโt switch off neatly.โฆ






If you’re on SSI or SSDI you get free healthcare BUT often you have to wait even longer to get authorizations in some cases. Even though social security is a federal agency the state doles out the medical insurance. In California it was called Medical-Cal.
For those that believe the agencies are consistent.. good luck.